About This Blog

My blog shares my recovery journey from childhood abuse to living with mental illness. I've been involved in twelve step groups and therapy since 1982. I accepted Jesus as my Savior in 1988. To the best of my ability, I have followed where He wants me to go and what He wants me to do. Maybe you'll find the hope and strength you need through what I write. Maybe you want to stop hurting yourself. Maybe you have a friend who needs help and can benefit from my story. I was newly disabled when I asked God this question: "What do you want me to do with my life?" I closed my eyes and paused for a few moments to still my mind. This is what I sensed from Him: "Amy, I want you to write your story to bring hope and healing to those who are still suffering." And that's exactly what I am doing!

Sunday, July 28, 2013

The Day After

Well, I didn't self injure last night.  And today I'm not having thoughts of it.  I'm getting ready to head to Six Flags with my family.  A good distraction.

I see the scars on my arms.  Each one reminds me of the pain I once felt.  I'm not sure I want anymore reminders.  At least not ones other people can see.

I'm asking God to surround me in a blanket of cotton.  I need to be snuggling with my Daddy in Heaven.  I need His strength, counsel and provision.

I need it now.