It's when you put down what you're eating so that you are not distracted and can fully focus on what she's saying. It's looking into her eyes and when they get teary, your heart melts.
Sometimes friends don't reveal the details of what they're going through when they are going through it because they don't want to be a burden. My friend felt that way. I reassured her that she would never be a burden. Still, I hope the next time she has a crisis, she will know she can call me.
One thing she gave me a heads up on was wanting to ask me questions about mental illness. I talked about some things I hadn't really shared with anyone. I felt a little uncomfortable and shifted around in my seat. I wasn't sure if I was making sense or if I was answering the questions. I'd forgotten them. I think I did okay.
One of the things that still amazes me is when my friend shares very personal stuff with me. I want to throw a flag up and say, "Hey, remember me? I'm the one with mental illness. Are you sure you want to tell me what's been hurting your heart?"
You know what she says? I'm endearing and whoever doesn't want to be my friend is an idiot.
Ha! That always makes me laugh.
I love my friend very much. She has such a gentle squishy heart. She loves people. I really hope God gives her the desire of her heart very soon.
God, please keep my dear friend safe in your loving care. Free her mind from worry. Give her loved one conviction to make the right decisions. Protect the lamb. Guide my friend regarding her vocation and living arrangement. Let her have peace beyond all understanding. In Jesus' name, Amen.
