In either case, the potential was swelling of the brain, a stroke or a brain tumor. Thankfully the CT Scan showed none of these. But did that really matter? Not much.
Don't get me wrong. I'm very grateful I don't have any of those. It's just that there are days when my shaking is very noticeable and I wish I had a diagnosis for it. There are days my head hurts so bad I wish I had a different diagnosis than Chronic Migraine Headaches. I know I have a lot of labels for physical and psychological problems. I guess I wish I could pinpoint them to something concrete.
But at this point, I'll take no new names for things that are bothersome that I can live with. I'll go to the emergency room like I did and get it checked out - that's the right thing to do. If I walk out of there with no answer as to why it happened or a new diagnosis, I'll be okay with it.
Yeah, it still bothers me.
How long will I let it bother me?
Until it's done, I guess.
I know God has a purpose for everything that passes through His hands
I just wish He'd give me a heads up once in awhile.
