Don't get me wrong. I grew to respect each of these doctors the more I got to know them. But then, over a short period of time, I lost my respect for them. I guess you could say my imperfection got judged.
It's hard to explain to someone the intricacies of a software program when they do not posses that type of thinking. It's no fault of theirs. I don't posses the type of thinking needed for being a doctor.
What was hard is when questions would arise. Seemingly simple questions that to them were signs of incompetency. Signs to me that a simple error was made and would be easily caught. Very different perspectives.
I bring this up because I am reminded of how a situation can look from multiple viewpoints. One person sees huge error; second person sees no double checking; third person sees built in safety check.
I'm reminded of how God sees me when someone else sees a failure.
God sees an overcomer.
God sees a survivor.
God sees a tender heart.
God sees an obedient child.
God sees a follower.
No matter what anyone else thinks of me, what God thinks of me is all that matters. And what about those two doctors? I hope they've asked Jesus into their heart to forgive their sins so that their eternities are sealed in Heaven. I want them to have the peace that passes beyond all understanding.
To be forever loved.
