The reason I bring it up is because I could sleep the day away while listening to the nature sounds outside my window and not have a care in the world.
Is this healthy or am I trying to escape?
Given my food cravings are at an all time high, I suspect I'm trying to find a way to escape using a positive coping behavior. Even my dreams are an extension of healthy ways of letting go.
To be able to rest when my inner world is a bit upside down is a real gift from God. I appreciate the quiet He gives during the storms and the calm He gives when I am scared. Jesus brings stability when my thoughts are scattered and the Holy Spirit counsels me when I need to hear the truth that will satisfy my soul.
Where would I be without my relationship with Jesus?
Lost and lonely