I was so drained yesterday all I could do physically was very minimal. I thought I'd be able to work on small projects but my body was tired beyond belief. All I could do is rest and watch episodes of Marvels Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. - Season 1.
I think the depression, sadness and fear I felt about Aaron dying is still with me. I know I get very emotional these five days. I'm going to see my therapist. Maybe that will help.
I sent out the updates and prayer requests for the book. At least I was able to get that done in the afternoon.
Day three of Aaron in the hospital: Click Here For Day Three of Aaron
"In this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials. These have come so that your faith, of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire, may be proved genuine and may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed." (1 Pet 1:6-7 NIV)
About This Blog
My blog shares my recovery journey from childhood abuse to living with mental illness. I've been involved in twelve step groups and therapy since 1982. I accepted Jesus as my Savior in 1988. To the best of my ability, I have followed where He wants me to go and what He wants me to do. Maybe you'll find the hope and strength you need through what I write. Maybe you want to stop hurting yourself. Maybe you have a friend who needs help and can benefit from my story. I was newly disabled when I asked God this question: "What do you want me to do with my life?" I closed my eyes and paused for a few moments to still my mind. This is what I sensed from Him: "Amy, I want you to write your story to bring hope and healing to those who are still suffering." And that's exactly what I am doing!