About This Blog

My blog shares my recovery journey from childhood abuse to living with mental illness. I've been involved in twelve step groups and therapy since 1982. I accepted Jesus as my Savior in 1988. To the best of my ability, I have followed where He wants me to go and what He wants me to do. Maybe you'll find the hope and strength you need through what I write. Maybe you want to stop hurting yourself. Maybe you have a friend who needs help and can benefit from my story. I was newly disabled when I asked God this question: "What do you want me to do with my life?" I closed my eyes and paused for a few moments to still my mind. This is what I sensed from Him: "Amy, I want you to write your story to bring hope and healing to those who are still suffering." And that's exactly what I am doing!

Saturday, December 26, 2015

Christmas Moon

Just after midnight, when Christmas officially arrived,
I was driving to my sister's house, listening to Beth Moore's jive.
She's talking about insanity and how it has to go,
For how will we know freedom, if we do not let it go?

I drove along listening, to the words that she said,
"Oh my gosh that's SO true!" I shouted in my head.
But then my attention, was drawn up to the sky,
The brightness was incredible, I just had to know why.

I pulled over safely, to look at this fest.
My eyes looking upward, and then I saw the rest.
I pulled out my camera, not the one on my phone,
For I knew God wanted me to capture it, this amazement being shown.

My pictures had to be perfect, my very very best.
So I began snapping and snapping, until my fingers needed rest.
I couldn't believe it, God was showing off.
Could it be a reminder, of another night aloft?

Luke 2New International Version (NIV)

The Birth of Jesus

In those days Caesar Augustus issued a decree that a census should be taken of the entire Roman world. (This was the first census that took place while[a] Quirinius was governor of Syria.) And everyone went to their own town to register.
So Joseph also went up from the town of Nazareth in Galilee to Judea, to Bethlehem the town of David, because he belonged to the house and line of David. He went there to register with Mary, who was pledged to be married to him and was expecting a child. While they were there, the time came for the baby to be born, and she gave birth to her firstborn, a son. She wrapped him in cloths and placed him in a manger, because there was no guest room available for them.
And there were shepherds living out in the fields nearby, keeping watch over their flocks at night. An angel of the Lord appeared to them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were terrified. 10 But the angel said to them, “Do not be afraid. I bring you good news that will cause great joy for all the people. 11 Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is the Messiah, the Lord. 12 This will be a sign to you: You will find a baby wrapped in cloths and lying in a manger.”
13 Suddenly a great company of the heavenly host appeared with the angel, praising God and saying,
14 “Glory to God in the highest heaven,
    and on earth peace to those on whom his favor rests.”
15 When the angels had left them and gone into heaven, the shepherds said to one another, “Let’s go to Bethlehem and see this thing that has happened, which the Lord has told us about.”
16 So they hurried off and found Mary and Joseph, and the baby, who was lying in the manger. 17 When they had seen him, they spread the word concerning what had been told them about this child, 18 and all who heard it were amazed at what the shepherds said to them. 19 But Mary treasured up all these things and pondered them in her heart. 20 The shepherds returned, glorifying and praising God for all the things they had heard and seen, which were just as they had been told."

The shepherds in the field...me in my car.
An angel appearing to them...the full moon up above.
Heavenly Hosts proclaiming...I'm snapping pictures, carefully aiming.

God loves us more than we'll ever know.  

So when you see something and think it's quite fond, remember this story:  
It could be God!!!

Here are the pictures:  After a little while, a golden ring appeared. (Click on them to make them larger)