About This Blog

My blog shares my recovery journey from childhood abuse to living with mental illness. I've been involved in twelve step groups and therapy since 1982. I accepted Jesus as my Savior in 1988. To the best of my ability, I have followed where He wants me to go and what He wants me to do. Maybe you'll find the hope and strength you need through what I write. Maybe you want to stop hurting yourself. Maybe you have a friend who needs help and can benefit from my story. I was newly disabled when I asked God this question: "What do you want me to do with my life?" I closed my eyes and paused for a few moments to still my mind. This is what I sensed from Him: "Amy, I want you to write your story to bring hope and healing to those who are still suffering." And that's exactly what I am doing!

Sunday, May 25, 2014

Bible Reading

When I'm resting in the arms of the Lord, I feel at peace and my mind and body are at rest.  I sleep better, I eat better, I think better and I worry less.  I'm able to move about my day without much anxiety and give myself a break if I don't accomplish much.

The Bible tells me to be still and know that He is God.  Sometimes being still is a little harder than I think it is.  Then knowing He is God while being still suggests I remove myself from the head of the table.

How do I be still?  I usually sit down, close my eyes and lay my head back.  I focus on slowing down my breathing so that it's even and rhythmic.  Then I listen to the noises around me (I already have the television off or any other distractions).  Someone once told me to quiet my mind by listening to what's going on around me.  It's a very good suggestion for meditation.

What do I do to know that He is God?  I imagine stories from the Old Testament where He showed Himself.  With Adam and Eve in the garden; Abram and Sarah; Isaac and Rebekah; The Israelites and Moses, Aaron and Joshua going from Egypt into the Promised Land.  Stories where God spoke directly to the prophets.  Then in the New Testament when Mary was made with child and Jesus was born.

Knowing scripture is the only way to really be still and know that He is God.  If you struggle with being still, you can meditate on God's word for comfort or whatever it is you need.  If you want to know more about God, find a version of the Bible that is easy for you to understand and read it as little or as much as you can.  Ask the Holy Spirit to make the Word come alive to you in meaning and in application.

If you haven't yet given your life to Jesus and have questions about what that means, ask your pastor or a Christian friend to help you.