About This Blog

My blog shares my recovery journey from childhood abuse to living with mental illness. I've been involved in twelve step groups and therapy since 1982. I accepted Jesus as my Savior in 1988. To the best of my ability, I have followed where He wants me to go and what He wants me to do. Maybe you'll find the hope and strength you need through what I write. Maybe you want to stop hurting yourself. Maybe you have a friend who needs help and can benefit from my story. I was newly disabled when I asked God this question: "What do you want me to do with my life?" I closed my eyes and paused for a few moments to still my mind. This is what I sensed from Him: "Amy, I want you to write your story to bring hope and healing to those who are still suffering." And that's exactly what I am doing!

Saturday, November 16, 2013

Seasonal Affective Disorder

I was diagnosed with S.A.D. many years ago.  I found myself feeling very down and depressed when the winter months were here, especially in the morning and late afternoons.  Chicagoland is known for shorter daylight this time of year.

I was rising and setting with the sun.  I found myself wanting to go to sleep around 4:30 in the afternoon then not want to get up until 7:00 or so in the morning.  That's almost 15 hours of sleep.  That would have been okay if I felt rested when I woke up but I didn't.  I still felt tired.

After talking to my doctor about it, I purchased a light box.  It helped quite a bit.  Nowadays I'm on many psychiatric and psychotropic drugs so the S.A.D. isn't as bad.  I have the ability to lay down when I need to.  I'm thankful I don't have to work because I know I wouldn't be able to.

Here's a short video about S.A.D.  Some of the websites on the right have helpful information.