"Only God can use our pain for a purpose, far beyond what our eyes can see."
This thought came to mind when I received a twitter from Pastor Rick and Kay Warren. Their interview with Piers Morgan from CNN is going to be re-televised. I was struck by the transparency and authenticity of this Purpose Driven Family.
As I think about God's purpose for my life, I must admit, I don't have a crystal ball. I bet you don't either. Walking in faith takes a large amount of trust and courage. But how do you develop those? Let me share how I have been growing mine.
First, I admit I don't know everything. Then I keep admitting it. If I live life thinking I know everything I won't need anyone, most especially God. In learning how to trust God more, I practice with little things. Things I know I can handle if He drops the ball. Allow me to let you in on a secret - He never drops the ball.
Second, I have a small group of friends whose walk with God inspires me. I watch their lives and their reactions. How they handle the stress, uncertainty and at times puzzling circumstances is very telling. Most of them respond differently from each other. This is a good balance of input.
Third, I ask God to help me grow toward Him. Since I have a well established habit of being a loner, reaching out to God is awkward. He's my all in all and my blessed Redeemer. Talking to Him about the small stuff then the big stuff nurtures my faith. I gain some courage and I gain some trust.
Am I ready to have God use my pain for a greater purpose? I think so.
