About This Blog

My blog shares my recovery journey from childhood abuse to living with mental illness. I've been involved in twelve step groups and therapy since 1982. I accepted Jesus as my Savior in 1988. To the best of my ability, I have followed where He wants me to go and what He wants me to do. Maybe you'll find the hope and strength you need through what I write. Maybe you want to stop hurting yourself. Maybe you have a friend who needs help and can benefit from my story. I was newly disabled when I asked God this question: "What do you want me to do with my life?" I closed my eyes and paused for a few moments to still my mind. This is what I sensed from Him: "Amy, I want you to write your story to bring hope and healing to those who are still suffering." And that's exactly what I am doing!

Sunday, April 12, 2015

Finish This Story

Sometimes, when writing is emotional and/or hard, it's good to have one that takes you another place.


From The Writer's Circle on Facebook


.....one evening, the torch of fire he always carried, was a little closer to his face. The bright orange glow that lit up his face revealed his true identity. We were stunned at first but then we knew. Even though we did not know what he did, his secret had to be kept to preserve the wonder it. I moved around a little bit because I was getting stiff and several sticks cracked beneath my feet. He looked in my direction with the torch held high and I froze. He did not call out to see if anyone was here. I watched him as he turned around, slowly walking back into the thicket on the wooded island. The torch of fire was disappearing. I think I understand this man better from this encounter than all the previous ones combined. Sometimes, you need a safe place where no one is going to make fun of you for being different. Sometimes, you need to live or visit a place where you are surrounded by God's creation where you can look at water, forests, mountains, trees and animals.  Sometimes, when you want to look at the world but not be in the world, you light a torch at the same time in the early evening and take a peek through the eyes of those looking back at you.  I think that when his inner tank is full and when his spirit is at peace, he's able to return to what he does - whatever that may be.