When the sun rises quietly and is hiding behind the clouds,
The air is filled with music, the bird songs morning sound.
The afternoon sky is bright again and is beaming rays on high,
Now it's time for nightfall as the stars gracefully fill our sky.
Transition.....
What did I do today?
Did I go outside?
Who did I talk to?
Did I do any writing for God's book?
Where was my mind?
Did I use my brain constructively?
How was I a witness for Jesus?
Did I manage the depression well?
When did I feel safe or less safe?
Did I do something for someone else?
Why did I choose to make good decisions today?
Transition.....
Acceptance, Believe, Comfort, Danger, Effort, Family, Grace, Hope, Incest, Jokes, Kill, Learn, Mad, Nope, Others, Protection, Quiet, Risk, Sisters, Tears, Usual, Waiting.
Transition.....
Dear God,
Today is one of those days when I don't know why I'm here. I'm not feeling suicidal or anything like that. I know you want me to write my story but I keep getting hung up. Today I feel lost. I feel unsettled inside. I felt scared when I took the garbage out. I don't know what to do. The depression is still here. I can hide it for a period of time but then it comes back. All I want to do is sit on my couch and fade into nothing. I know that's not your will for me. Now what?
Love Amy
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Transition.....
Dear God,
Today is one of those days when I don't know why I'm here. I'm not feeling suicidal or anything like that. I know you want me to write my story but I keep getting hung up. Today I feel lost. I feel unsettled inside. I felt scared when I took the garbage out. I don't know what to do. The depression is still here. I can hide it for a period of time but then it comes back. All I want to do is sit on my couch and fade into nothing. I know that's not your will for me. Now what?
Love Amy
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